现在~~

刚刚

做着面膜の我

就这样睡着了~~

=,=”

突然醒来

搽干净脸

结果

没什么睡意の现在

就跑来花园留两句~~

昨天

是尴尬的咯

今晚

就要见面了

你的话 一直

反复在脑海里打转

我的脑 真的

非常的不听话乱想

想の是你。。。

一个无法接近の你。。。

这几天~~

前天才刚刚休息~~

星期一的固定休息，让时间过得好快似的~

乌龟又定期检查花了 RM 134 , 洗车 RM 9

真的开销大 大 大 ！！！

 

同样是几天前，

 

1。有个顾客建议加怂恿我换工到新加坡~  其实，都曾想过的~ 事到如今，再等多一次到过年后吧~

 

2。一个很要好的顾客说要介绍男朋友给我~~ 她说男生家境算有钱、人很乖、样子也好看~~

    可是，我要顾客姐姐对他说 偶不美的~ 又矮小。。。 就看缘分吧~~~

 

3。星期天有个姐妹聚会~ 拍了一堆照片。。。

 

 

 

好了，一边等待上载才来写一写~~

上不完也没办法了~~ 等明天咯~~

 

 

放工。回家の一个人~

 

我。。。

这就是偶~~

超爱の服装~~ 超满足の把它留下影子在脑里。。。

这样子，有美美の偶吗？？

 

 

 

其实，忘了怎么穿了~ (doh)

而且好像很长哦~~

把资料找出来，乱穿一番~~

我想，这个周六要日本阿姨帮我穿了~~

要美美 要拍多多！！

 

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不可以想人、讲人の~~

最近才想到顺兴，结果就来了他的电邮~~

不知道是他自己传的，还是中病毒的电邮~~

知道的是，踏进你的部落还蛮怀念的~

那个曾几何时看了不知多少遍的部落~

 

那年的过年后，都没再见你了~~

大略知道你的生活~

去了外国，交了女友，开始工作，有了车子~~

大概是这样吧~~

 

希望你一切都好~~

 

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而你，没见到你一星期了~~

你好吗？？

(哈哈。。。 当然很好吧~~）

 

好了。。。

够了。。。

晚安~~

我另个人生中的第一次~~

 

人生中

无数的第一次

都会发生~~

无论何时何刻

无论任何地点

  

      为什么

      这个第一次那么特别~~

      其实也不完全啦。。。

 

大半夜~~~

想要把它写下。。。

是因为真的有一阵了~~

再不记下，恐怕老了记性不好的我

就想不出、写不出。。。

 

知道吗？

我很幸福哦！

真的、真的~~!

因为。。。

 

21 岁~ 有了车子

而在即将的。。。

23 岁~ 有了屋子

 

我知道、也明白

虽然并非是单靠我的能力而买到~

我却是非常珍惜它们的出现~~~

因为实物的拥有 真的很不一样！！

我的故事~~~ 就要开始咯。。。

 

08.02.2010 星期一

这天是在期待已久, 担忧的一天

担心着之后要如何处理~~

加上是临时向公司请假，为这个事情作决定~~

 

我参加了~~

我跑去了~~

我尝试了~~

我竞标了~~

 

这一天。。。

我去了 Johor Mahkamah~~

旁边的政府拍卖中心

 

去干嘛？干了件大事！！

我去购买拍卖屋~~

是不是很。。。。

难以置信~~？

 

也许

你会问我

为什么有这样的决定？

因为

我想要给家人更好的！

 

结果

我竞标~~

成功！！！

 

晓得吗~

其实我很紧张哦！

虽然妈妈陪伴着~

但是

如果那天得自己一人

我也还是会照去不误~

 

过程中

我又看到了

我又学习到了

我又见识到了

 

我~~~

在那个时刻、在那个场合

体验到了另个世界的人和事

一个明争暗斗的世界~~~

 

大家都在计算如何去赚更多

更多的‘咖啡钱’。。。

 

特别的一段~

是一间在 Tmn Daya’s

从 RM 140k 被标到 RM 420k

真的是大开眼界。。。

20人拿牌~~

 

结果

搞到我也紧张~~

因为

我很有把握要标到~~

可是

欣赏了这一幕后

确实小女怕怕。。。

 

但是

很幸运的~~

我还是如愿的标下咯！！

快要一个月了。。。

准备今天去开锁看看~~~

 

说实话

有点儿怕怕…

谁叫身边的人一直说些吓人话~~

害我感觉压力的咯~~

 

待会要去开门

更贴切的说法是撬门。。。

好像还蛮复杂的~~~

 

爸爸、妈妈要做工

好在小弟回来了~

拉他和我一起去办事~~~

顺便灌输点知识给他

做男人的担当~~~

等下。。。

我就随机应变吧~~~

 

开门看了后

如果没问题

今天就要去申请水电咯~~~

有得忙的一天。。。

加油咯！！！

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

         

 

my life……. ** my lifestyle…….

 

 @@  @@

 

2day… I’m Off Day~~

I didn’t bk home

Stay at Molek

Wanna sleep until late

BUT >> can’t!!

 wake up early coz noisy sound from next door……

 

So…..

eat a little bread then go out do something

I went to pay my postpaid line

Then…..

went saloon cut hair…..

PLUS

colour my hair~

aiyo

RED colour……..

highlight is OK lah

no so ugly~

                                                                                    

how U feeL??

 

After that~

a call came

my aunty unwell, want me fetched her to Pelangi check-up

Is my 2nd times drove tis BIG car to JB town

I think I’m ok and habit drive tis car

I scare ler

coz aunty unwell — gastric diseases;

virus in stomach anytime will change

become cancer….

 

I DON"T WANT!!!!!!

uncle juz passed away coz cancer~

BUT

Want can I do?

Hope guard her lifestyle…….

letdown the odds~

 

THEN

I cook 2day~

Is OK lol~

no vy delicious but also no bad…..

uncle & aunty hav finish it~

actually I seldom cook

cos

LAZY

my parent havent try my cook de!!

 

my 1 day

FINISH

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@@ My PLAN @@

 

I

wan held a gathering to kukup

but seem lke no many ppl support……

aiyo

susahnya

never mind lah

contact me if u interest

actually juz wan a place

can let us gather to chat, play

OVERNIGHT

even I knw kukup no so fun~

 

7,8 Jun is the date

I havent apply my leave yet

I whether can go de~

BUT

hope can be success lol

my plan ++ my leave

 

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## My HK = Hong Kong Trip ##

 

haha………

FINALLY

my HK trip confirmed ler!

vy HaPPy lol

I go wif my cousin~

coz mummy and aunty wan wait grandmom recover

then bring she to china on end of year

SO

maybe I will go wif them again oo!

must earn many $$ 1st……..

 

I

will go HK 5D4N

free n easy

we planned to many place

1 day will go macau

Ocean Park, The Peak, Madame Tussaud, Ngong Ping 360………

look forward to the night piece, food, shopping places~!

 

I will take many Photo to share with you!

Hope d date coming SOON!!!!!

 

~~ My reCently LiFe ~~

 

As title i typed…

below is my life >>> with my family & my fren…

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tis is a Family Dinner Night — 24.02.2008.

Famaily Member > my whole family, my little aunt’s whole family + WuYi & LingJie = 5+3+2 (10 person)

my uncle treat de, coz he won from LUCKY NUMBER …

LooK it!!

 

    
                  Delicious Food   vs   Hungry’s Mum~  

 

then, coz still during CNY~ so… we bk home gather a moment~

tis is our family’s 1st  >>Photo of the whole Family<<  in 2008 oo… …

By suki_jy

 

 

I also force my 2 brother took photo with me~

tis is first time yo…  with my 2 HandsomE bro!!

 

                                                       I love took photo…. so… TATS WHY~ got tis 2 ~~

                                                  

 p/s: d ‘Wuyi & Me’ photo was taken my little bro(1st time o!!)
 

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Pasir Gudang to Perling ING…

TOday… after work, I went to family hall for worshipping Buddha~   tis is first time after CNY 2008 we went~    Many SAD things happened be4 and during tis CNY…    JuZ let d time to take unhappy away, forget it~~

My family members attened 2day, who??   hav me, mum, 2 of my bro, grandmum, little aunt & uncle and xuan, wuyi and lingjie, 2nd aunt and her 2 child,andd my 3rd jiumu~   We want attend for wishes my 3rd uncle and my 2nd aunt’s mother-in-law…   After tats, all of us went toate something be4 back and chatted a moment coz sometimes want meet like tis is difficult for us~   It is a CHANCE, TREASURE lol!                                                                                

We take supper at… which SHOP??      >>>        Let u GueSS~          <<<

 

anSweR is……….

 

From d table, u can saw which shop we choice ler~ actually wanna to "MANA LAGI". (quite special name, rite?)   But late already, so we choice to another one~ Food at there also OK oo!   A new place discovered by us~ haha…….. 

tis is my grandmom >> << tis is mE ++ XuaN

 wanna back liao~~ ending for 01/03/2008~

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2day, after work~ Wanna to JUSCO……   I dun wan waste $$$$ de!! coZ difficult EARN~~ but I wan buy PRESENT……, OK lol~    So, find someone accompany ME~

tis is Samantha > my colleague…… same yrs old with me…..   after bought my mom & Maysiang birthday’s Present~ we decided our dinner took at PiZZa HuT~

tis is our dinner……….. as bring gift for ourself work so hard LoL~~ ((PizzA ++ Spaghetti))

  

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 Start with tis DELICIOUS FOOD >> mu4shu2 (look like durian….)

today is my MOM’s birthday….. 03/03/2008 !! Mummy, Happy Birthday~~~   So, with aLL tis famiLy member took DinneR 2gather…..  **my bro new terms begins aLso stayed for celebrate with mum oo!!**   (here is some photo I took by stealth, LOOK it!!)

 

 

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 NeW RM 50.00 lOOk….. Do U hav tis aLreadY??

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thiS day…… 0403,,, I dun work~ Coz want paid LAST formal visted my 3rd Uncle at his >> 尾七~~   Later, my bro also back KL ler… to finish his last term! my parents and me fetched him to Bus Terminal……  feel sad when look him a person leave de, especially my mum will hav tis feel deeply~

A Views from my BROTHER ‘s BacK~~~~~

HOPE U can finish ur last term with HAPPY & ENJOY it UntiL last moment!!!!!!   We will to KL fetch u de……..   after my car bought ler, OK?!wait ah~~~~!!!!!!!

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My Story LONG……… LONG…….., RITE?? recently my stomch also unweLL, pained a few day~~  When eat anythings must think 1st!! Cos  hav been took M/C on 06/03/2008!!  Is my first time oo, since I started work…. 3 Years　＞＞＞   NEVER !!   and Now…. few day already still will unwell, I wanna pengsan ler………..   

Juz like NOW!!! My stomach pain……….. let me cant sleep well~~ haiz………          

SO,,, this blog finish on 7:30 am ( is AM oo!!) from 4++ am~ I hav mood sleep ler~~  Later wanna accompany aunt to check up….. more 2 hours only ~~~~~~   gd 9/ morning?? never mind lah~~~

ZzzzZZZZ……..                                                                                                                                                                     

A Long time… mY Last WeeK stoRy~

Today
i wait a very long time~
 Finally                                                                                                                                                                      
 it coming~                                                                                                                                                                
 SO, i can rest 2 day at my home!!                                                                                                                   
without any company events to let me ‘risau’                                                                                                   
i want clear my brain to relax in tis 2 day!!!

 

 THEN
Juz back from Giant with my parents                                                                                                                                
a warm time i feel at the moments~                                                                                                               
Maybe since live at Molek,                                                                                                                                           
1 mths jus can see them few time only~                                                                                                                         
so very happy can go out wif them like today~

 

Below is wrote at last week~
WHEN i nearly >BengKui<
But now is OK 4 me~                                                                                                                                             
 i find out d balancing on tis events ++ accepts tis reality world… 

         

 Do u want giv me suggestion ??
 SEE TIS first… i will THANKS for ur opinion very much !!!

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你曾累倒想要放弃某件事吗？                                                                                                                                 
你会感到精疲力尽的时候吗？                                                                                                                                        
一份工作，对你而言。。。是什么？

 

每当你对现在的工作感到累了、想要放弃了的霎那；                                                                                                 
你会用什么样的情绪去对待它？？                                                                                                                          
是一直说服自己忍！！
还是在想做了今天就不做了呢？？                                                                                        
你们究竟是怎样去调适自己。。。来让自己融入工作里。。。

有人能回答我吗？还是能分享你怎么调适自己的吗？？                                                                                     
我真的想知道要怎么让自己觉得工作也可以是很开心的去度过~                                                                        
不让自己在工作的时间里找到那个满脸疲惫的自己。。。   

说实话，现在的工作真的让我学会了很多很多~                                                                                                      
也就如此，让我觉得继续做下去；应该可以看到我要的未来吧？是值得的吧？                                                
但是。。。                                                                                                                                                                          
真的很累、很累哦！！累得我想要放弃它的念头不断的涌起~                                                                                     
每当它的出现，我就会说服自己会过的；才会让我走到今天！！                                                                              
无论是人事上对我的批评，还是上司给于的压力；都让我感到无力去面对~                                                      
真的想要找个人倾诉，想要在莫个人的陪伴下大哭、痛哭；                                                                                  
把自己的烦恼、疲惫通通抛到远远的。。。。
但我想要找人很难吧？

在这。。。，也是种发泄的方法吧？？！

 

其实，平时的累不算什么。。。；很快就会消失！                                                                                 
可是，每当大老板的到来就会让我有种要崩溃的感觉出现~                                                                         
今天，我真的就快要大哭出来了！！                                                                                                                        
虽然一直叫自己不准哭，不然粧会花；给上司看了也不好。。。                                                                     
但不争气的眼泪还是流了几滴出来，鼻子也红红了一会~                                                                                       
真的觉得自己很爱哭！！像长不大的孩子般喜欢哭~                                                                                               
都已过了两年了，还是无法免疫、接受上司说话的语气和方式。。。                                                                 
所以，要不要再做下去的念头〉今天又在脑海闪过~

 

一年，365天；或许见到他的日子也没几天。。。                                                                                                 
但是只要有个5天是要处理他所吩咐的文件，在那短短的日子里~                                                                              
对我来说，绝对是个挑战！！                                                                                                                                    
挑战什么？                                                                                                                                                                       
体力、忍功、耐性、精力。。。                                                                                                                                          
有时会想。。。，为什么偏偏是我？我又是何时让他们知道我会做这些呢？                                                                             
要面对他，真的不简单的~ 我坚信决不是任何人都可以的！   

                                                                               
今天，回家前他问了我辛苦吗？我说不。                                                                                                                      
然后，他又问了我那会心跳吗？我说会！！                                                                                                                       
看见他，真的是会心跳加速的！！决不是说笑的哦！                                                                                         
只要知道他会来，我就会很怕、很怕！莫名的害怕会涌现般。。。                                                                   
如果要负责他给的文件，我更是要有足够的力量去面对才可以~

 

我已两星期没休息了。。。加上手又折到；做顾客时都是忍着在做的，很痛耶！                         
原本想在休息日时去看铁打的，但。。。                                                                                                                 
现在，听到会议改在我就快接近的休息日时~                                                                                                         
整个心都没了。。。手又痛，人又累；我快要累死了！！                                                                                              
而且还要在这几天里都帮忙处理文件~                                                                                                                         
我真的有要垮了的感觉啦。。。

 

妈~ 我要回家。。。                                                                                                                                                         
我真的很想哭啦！！有哪位愿意借借你的肩给我？？

 

完全没睡意但又很累的今天。。。

27/10/2007                                                                                                                                    
2.37 am

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actually i hope can try to think, to plan in tis 2 offday…     
let me find out the way for my job… cos i decided carry on working at here~                                                            
so i wanna know how to continue wif happy situation and improve myself to fight target!!       
                                                                                     
 I think everyone must been face a lots of problem in their life                                                                                           
will tired~ will cry~ will wanna giv up~              
BUT in the end…                                                                                                                                                                   
 we also need to solve, to face the problem!                                                                                                                   
cos only tis way can let us to become more mature…                                                                                                   
a step to become adults…

 

Do u agree it ??

mY whole daY…

yeSterdaY is HoLidaY… 2daY tOO…

BUT my whole daY is refer to yesterdaY~

actuaLLy wanna write tis on yesterday, but too tired, so giv up!

 

wat u done??

i done manY… manY… ,

i think i correct it to >> i drop many… many…

wat i drop? medicine

 

my home hav a lots of medecine,

almost belong my dad…

then i found out hav more than 3/4 box to became 2 box put tis all…

tis works spend my a lot time~

 

then, i also cleaned up a part of living room~

so…. dirty!! next times is anothers part…

be4 new years, i want all unused things disappear at my home!

i think hav enough time 4 me to do it~

 

my mum working until 6pm, then wanna cook again…

i know mum after working very tired, so no energy to tidy~

so, i can understand the situation~

then i always scolds my little bro when i cant bear the ‘DIRTY’

only he alone at home… why cant help mum to do somethings??

i really cant understand~

he always say me live at home like hotel… BUT

who will clean the hotel??

maybe havt to social, so he cant feel wat i mean…

but luckily when want he do wif me still ok lah~

 

SO~~

when i back home…

maybe will tidy my home, sometimes also lazy to pick up ~

especially jus 1 day off, i always choose >> didnt see…

but many offday at home or when i nothing to do… ,

i wiLL start to drop, clean my home~

 

A little contribution for my Lovely HoMe~

 

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Do u ever hear or know 宅男？

wat is it?

tis word come from Japan…, japanese is call OTAKU~ 

it mean the guy who always at home play computer and dislike go out~

 

BUT~ no ‘宅女’ in japanese…

if not~ i think i can be 宅女 when i back my home…

i can whole day no go out…

use computer to watch movies, online write my blog & do others~

importants is dun want go out!!

if can choice, i wont out lol; b’cos too hot…

 

THEN~ sometimes my friend will ask me…

WHY u no need to ur mum’s shop help her~

I want explain~

actually they hav enough worker to work,

normally if i to there jus to eat only…

excepts they want me help, i jus need to shop~

 

Home definitely comfortable than Shop!!

so i always choice at home de!

my mum & aunt also will want me back for rest…

cos tis is my offday~

they wont want me sacrifice my time at there sit only…

 

Explain tis is want to tell my friend~

dun say me lazy oo…

i also do houseworks de!!

not jus relax at home~

SO… dun thinks i will be there when i off~

 

1 more things is…

SORRY 4 Eleanor, Dvonne & Miko

yesterday not me no u all ‘heart’~

is me jus pick up a half only, vy dirty & tired…

How can i went to met u aLL?

next times want meet me, cal me 1st will better lar~ OK?

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After finish tidy…

i fetched my mum,aunt & bro bk grandmom’s house~

there hav dinner prepared by my little aunt waited 4 us

spend a few hours at there to ends my whole day…

 

Everytimes when my aunt 2gather…

there will be very noisy ++ crazy!!

REALLY!!

even all of them can describe OLD~

but i think me older than them!

they can play wif 忘我境界~

especially is my mum & 2nd aunt…

 

SO… tis is my family~

if u hav been seen them, u also will agreed wat i talk about!

One day, if i hav bf wanna meet them…

i think my bf will 大开眼界!

 

 

 

October… wanna finish ler~~ more ?? days…

HappY Hari RaYa!!

HappY HoLidaY~~

eVerYone wanna enjoy ur tiS 2 or 3 days oo…

 

 

How u spend tis half month??

For me… I feeL very fasT lol!!

Jus like tis… day by day…

THEN >> tis mth want to the end~

why the time always so fast??

i think no one can ans me lah~

 

I spend tis half mth… with~~  ^^ Like & Dislike ^^

 2 jp lessons

 4 days off

 working (tired!!)

 with all family member 2gather a few day

 takes the medicine (a unpalatable things, a not good period)

 finished few jp drama ++ variety

 spend a lots money buy skincare… (broken–ING)

 build a blog again!

 

 Conclusion 

5 X ; 3 X  

THE WiNNer is  ~~!!

 

But… …

I stiLL feel the worst than best in tis mth & my heart~~

a stranger feLLing!!

vy VY vy no mOOd~

 

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 A cup of~ MEANS… …

the breakfast i tOOk 2day Morning~

ThankS lol…

My dear SiS >> Yuki

treated me ate so… … delicious >>RoTi CaNai

 

Wait oh… no ‘cher~’ first!!

B’cos the RoTi not at mamak stalls…

is at Cafe >> Yew’s Cafe (hav been went tis place?)

 

A ‘RoTi CaNai’ not cheap oo~

RM 8.50 is tis food’s price (havt included ser & gov tax)

How u feeL? wiLL u try to eat tis?

 

actuaLLy i feel ok lol~

after u tried, u also will feel it is worth to eat!!

 

Lastly~~ THANKS again!!

p/s: when is next times??hehe…

 

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i hav a target~~

tis one no easy to complete it!!

BUT… i hope i can do, i can bear in tis period

SO… i can become more confident~~

 

wat it is?

i also dun noe wat result in the final…

Jus let it continue until i cant bear lol~

 

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FINAL~

after tis 2 day…

i wanna until 29 oct jus can off~

HOPE the day can fast fast coming!!

 

when think want work so many day jus off…

AFRAID!!!

aiyo… one word to description~

TIRED !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

我的九月。。。

就这样的~~ 九月将近尾声。。。

我的九月~~ 也就会在。。。

〉〉和全家人在一起的四天

〉〉上班后决定续约的时刻

悄悄的划上完美的句号吧？！

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明天是中秋咯！！

祝大家中秋节快了哦！！

 

这个节日好像离我有点远了？

年纪越大，感觉好像越没有过节的气氛，

不会像儿时那么的期待节日的到来。。。

人老了是否就是如此呢？

但是啊~~

月饼还是照吃不误啦！！

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这个月完了后，对我来说又是新的开始了！！

我要再面对公司给予的新挑战。。。

有时在想，这份工作真的是我要的吗？

两年半了。。。

在这样的环境里，我是否已适应了呢？？

会决定进入这行，或多或少都因为阿姨的关系。。。

 

拿了成绩后的我，完全没有人生的目标

继续读书〉要读什么？

如果做工〉要做什么？

就在这样的情况下，进入了我全然不知的美容世界！！

 

很多人都不敢相信，当美容师？？

那么娇小的我？有点胖胖的我？

真的有人会聘请？？

其实，我也是想了这问题很久、很久哦！！

完全没出外工作的我。。。

就连基本的假期工都没做过~~

竟然那么毅然的决定了我的将来？

 

其实，抱着学学看。。。做做看的心态~~

就算后悔，就算觉得不适合。。。

我也不过20岁~~

当然，如要再踏入校园是有些迟了。。。

但打从始就没想进入政府学府，也就不担心错过读书的年龄

要读书。。。 看你有没有心要读罢了~~

就这样，我成为美容学徒~~

 

从一个学徒开始。。。到现在已是美容师。。。

一路走来，不容易，真的！！

什么都是从被骂开始。。。但一切都是能接受的

从很压力自己〉〉已慢慢适应

从完全不善言辞〉〉已学会如何表达

从自己在学〉〉已开始教人

就算是现在。。。 依旧是还有很多很多需要学习的！！

 

但有时还真是累！！

按摩〉〉真的要用很多力气~~

由于身高，蛮多的过程都必须站着进行

这真是我的弱点和累点！！

但，这些都还算值得吧？？

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最近。。。 看了很多戏哦！！

换换爱、日版流星花园、日版花样等等。。。

 

看了这些戏。。。

就会有~~ 想恋爱的感觉哦。。。

真希望我也快快有这样的际遇！！

 

贺军翔〉〉真的真的很帅哦~~

松本润〉〉真的很好看~~

小栗熏〉〉真的很温柔~~

 

这些戏都好好看！！

所以。。。 推荐给大家咯！！！